argh it's wednesday again... only i don't get to come home early today... got some dialogue session shit... so dumb man... my early day... the only day i can leave school at 12.50pm... now gone!! GONE GONE GONE!!! *wails* anyway i did math tutorial yesterday... so proud of myself... i actually did work!!! well, it isn't a lot but it's still something... i watched tv and read manga too of coz... book 10 of venus is finally out... whee!! so nice!!! and borrowed jue dui nan you from ivy... so hilarious!!! haha... ya... there's gonna be some entreprenuer thigie in school this friday... we get to sell stuff... so fun right?? get to make money... hahaha... probably gonna sell of my old books, cds and stuff. wanted to make accessories but don't think i've got the time to make them... sobz... if not can make more money... never had a chance to sell the stuff i make before... anyway, sports day was supposed to be last sat. but it was cancelled/postponed coz it was raining cats and dogs... make me wake up at 6am for nothing!!! feel so cheated.... hahaha... and i actually slept at 3am the night before coz i was watching anime.... fullmoon o sagashite... so nice!!! watched till ep 27. 7 more discs to go... gonna finish it this weekend... i hope!! ya... anyway was supposed to watch juz one disc that night... but it was so nice so i went on and on... then looked at the time... whoa!!! 3am already!!! then rushed off to bed... haha... if only i knew there would be no sports day the next day... then i could have watched more!!!
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sigh... i just removed my tag board... realised it looked to crowded... i'll put it back when i find out how to make it more pleasing to the eye or when i decide to revamp again though... haha... helped leng sim sell those stress balls today... there're so cute!! bought one yesterday but ended up giving it to ariel... must buy more tomorrow... hehez... well, nothing much to say... yupx...
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Finale
by L'arc-En-Ciel
Awaku hakanage na utsukushisa
Kowasarenu you chizuka ni dakitoseta
Tsuki no kakurega de motomeau
Kanjiteruno wa sadame no setsunasa yo
Shinobiyoru kehai fusaidate
Oitsumerareta urei no kuchimoto ni fureta
CHORUS 1
Shuumakue mukau hizashi no naka
Mabushisugite ashita ga mienai
Furimuita kimi wa toki o koete mitsumeteiru
Adokenai Shoujo no mama
Kono ude no naka de mezameyuku
Kimi no kanashimi ga tada kanashikute
Kuruoshii made ni koishitau
Itsumademo soba ni ite hanarerarenu you ni
CHORUS 2
Furisosogu tsumi ni irodorareta
Kareta michi o samayoitsuzukeru
Kono ai wa daremo furesasenai
Sore ga kami ni somuku koto dearou to
Kagami no kimi wa sakasama no hohoemi de
Togiresou na yume tsumugi no ito o kitta
CHORUS 3
Eien ni shizumu sono inori ni
Kotae mo naku minamo ga yureteru
Kuzureyuku kimi o sukuenakute
Ayasu youni nemuraseta ano toki
Repeat CHORUS 1
translation:
Faint transitory sign of beauty
Without destroying it
I quietly held it close
In the moon's hiding place
Searching taking in the pain of fate
The worry draw wear unnoticed stands in the way driven to the wall
Touched by the entrance of sadness
CHORUS 1
In the sunlight heading towards the end
Way too glaring, tomorrow can't be seen
The you that looked back, beyond time
Is gazing just like an innocent girl
In these arms awakening
Your sadness is nothing but so sad
Before the point of maddening, I yearn for you
Always be by my side, so I'll never be separated from you
CHORUS 2
Coloured by the sin raining down incessantly
In the dried path keep on wandering
This love is touched by no one
I fear that it is a turning against God
The you in the mirror, with that upside down smile
The breaking thread of dreamns spun together is cut
CHORUS 3
Eternally sinking in that prayer
Not even one answer, the water surface is swaying
The crumbling nyou isn't saved
In order to dandle you, you were put to sleep at that time
Repeat CHORUS 1
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i should be doing my gp now... but what the hell... gotta do some inference questions shit... quite fun actually... at least until i get stuck... that's when i'll start ripping my hair off my head... haha... had sports day heats today... it was damn bloody hot!!! i was sweating even before the thing started... we came in 3rd in our heats... not bad at all huh... not like i was much help anyway... i ran ran ran like a mad girl... in the end still so slow... but still continue running... 200m seemed so long!! haha... dunno if we'll make it to the semis this saturday... i hope not... then i won't hafta run again... but then again, part of me's actually hoping we do get in... just to prove ourselves... haha... ok, smallville's starting... so off i go...
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having computing lesson now... supposed to do some research... damn bored... and there's pe today!!! urgh!!! pe in this sweltering heat... can u imagine how horrible that would be? my brain will get fried!!! yucks... got a band 3 for project work... lousy shit... oh well, nothing i can do about it... it's only 10% of uni admission anyway... and it's not like i failed... there's coursework tomorrow... hope all goes well... if anything goes wrong i'll just die man... already wasted my last session... did 2 parts... then realised they were ridiculously small!!! argh!!! i've only got 5 hours left now... hopefully it'll be enough for me to complete everything... school's so boring today... can't wait to go home... not like things are any better at home... it's just as boring but at least it's better than being in school. haha... ok... better get on with the research thingie... not gonna get anything done at this rate...
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in the library using the comp now... as usual... i feel so dead man... just so sick of everything. i need something to break this monotony... i need more life and spice in my life... but i doubt that's gonna happen anytime soon... at least not with the daunting A levels at the end of the year... everyone else is so occupied with making sure they make it to uni to make time for me... oh well... there's nothing i can do... went for math and physics tuition yeaterday... so boring... sighz... still got a long day ahead... hopefully there'll be no pe...
Shh, it's..here..
heyz... i made some changes to my blog... decided i don't need a guestbook anymore... since i've already got this comment this thingie after every post... oh and i decided to add photo pages instead. not many at the moment coz i have yet to scan in all my photos... the cj photos were sent to me by jasmine. so nice of her right... well, will try to add more photos... soon i hope. anyway, i went for IJ choir concert today. they were pretty good!! didn't manage to see nishia after the concert... dunno where she disappeared to. supposed to meet minh after the concert too. but she wasn't in the hostel... what a waste...
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hmmm... haven't blogged in a while... nothing much to write about. my comp was down yesterday... but i fixed it!! helped adam do his home econs project... don't understand why he can't do it himself... and he isn't even grateful for my help. thanx a lot man... what a wonderful brother you are... today's such a lame day. fancy coming to school for only 3 periods. so dumb... i feel so shoppin deprived again. last time i went out was like when? after block test. so pathetic right? but that's life... i guess... it'll be even worse now with coursework. talking bout coursework... finished task A yesterday. we'll get to see task B on friday... bet it's gonna be really tough... with animation and all... sigh... hopefully i'll be able to squeeze out some time to go out... wanna meet minh and rene and co so badly. miss them so much... supposed to have a sec4 class gathering on friday. but unfortunately i can't go coz i'll be going for the IJ choir concert. gonna see Nishia perform... SN sports day's on saturday... dunno if i should go though...
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Why the hell should i care? It's none of my business anyway. Your grades won't affect mine. I don't care if i get sacked from my post. It won't affect my PEARLS points anyway. So why am i caring so much? Maybe i should stop being so bothered about whether you guys hand in your work or not. Maybe i should stop being so bothered whether you guys listen to me or not. To think i actually SMSed the whole class reminding you to do your homework. What a waste of money!!!
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ooh i just revamped!!! SANZO!!! err... it needs a bit of touching up though...
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Block test 1 results: Computing - C, Math - E, Physics - F. i have yet to get back my GP. will get it back on monday i suppose... anyway, this is my worse so far. I dunno why but i've never done so badly before. What am i to do if i get such results for my As?? i'll never make it to any course in any university!!! hmmm... i guess i'll probably do better for my As. much better i hope. it's just like Sec4 right? failed all my tests all the way... but in the end Os was ok... but then again, that was when i was in St Nicks. the standard was high. i don't believe this is the case in SA...
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