11:13 PM
Thursday, October 28, 2004
Gosh. I haven't blogged for the longest time!! Well that's coz nothing really happened... and there's nothing much to write bout mugging...
Studying has given me a perpetual backache. But is isn't that bad is it? I mean studying is just well... studying. But soemhow it still seems so daunting to me. I just have to open my books/notes and all sorts of negetive thoughts come flooding into my puny little brain thus leaving no room for anything constructive to enter. Stupid As. Robbing me of my life. How I wish it was still last year. I had so much more fun then. Pinkie's so lucky. She's enjoying herself now. Yeah... it goes on and on and on...
Shh, it's..here..
9:54 PM
Saturday, October 16, 2004
I'm tired. I've got a splitting headache.
A's are coming and i haven't started studying hard enough yet.
This sucks big time.
Shh, it's..here..
10:32 PM
Sunday, October 10, 2004
I am 31% evil.
I could go either way. I have sinned quite a bit but I still have a bit of room for error. My life is a tug of war between good and evil.
Are you evil? find out at Hilowitz.com
Shh, it's..here..
1:08 AM
Thursday, October 07, 2004
Ok, so I just enabled commenting... Not sure if it's gonna be necessary though... Well, we'll see...
Shh, it's..here..
11:47 PM
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
For goodness sake!! Just because I'm into VK doesn't mean I'm lesbian!! I mean, this is totally , utterly ridiculous. How feminine a guy looks says nothing sbout his sexuality. Just like how my attracted to pretty guys says nothing about my sexuality. Gosh... You guys seriously need to be more open minded... And it's not like I'm liking them as girls. They may wear skirts, their faceds may be caked with makeup. But I'M FULLY AWARE THAT THEY ARE MEN!!! Ask any VK fan if those are girls they adore. Will they say yes? Highly unlikely. Even the numerous yaoi fanfics online do acknowledge that they are guys. MALE. So you ignorant lot should just SHUT UP!!! Stop making false claims on something you know nuts about. Stop making a fool of yourselves.
Then again, why the hell am I defending myself? It doesn't matter what people think, does it?
Help. Life is boring.
I've got a pimple on my back. Ouch.
Shh, it's..here..
11:04 PM
Friday, October 01, 2004
Anemone:
Surrounded by the kindness of the dear people,
I take off towards you
With those shining memories engraved in my heart,
the wind pushes me to the road which continues to the port
I think of that dear person
My feelings will last through the winter
The glorious season
Ahh, the boat leaves for a destination unknown
without waiting for the flowers to bloom
No one will put out the quietly burning flame
The little ship crossing the seas,
seeks a far away land with all its hope
Ah, my wish is but one,
to enturst my eternal vow to those hands
Now the sounding of the bell tells me its that time
Ah Anemone, Ah my Anemone
I'm taking off to you towards the time
when that hill blooms red
I'm taking off toward you
Ah, toward you
Shh, it's..here..
1:43 PM
Changed my layout again... It's pretty sweet huh. This is my first non black based layout. Thought a little change might be good... *shrugs* Let's see how long I can survive with this one.
Anyway, I done with lessons for today. Skipped math and physics tutorials to redo my gp. Now I've got more than an hour to kill. Waiting for Max to be dismissed so we can go to Mr Lee's place together.
I thought I'd take a much longer time to revamp. Oh well...
Shh, it's..here..
9:39 AM
"A Silent Letter". A truly beautiful masterpiece. This is from the Real Tour. Thanks for sharing, Tokiya...
Dear my love,how are you?
I have been thinking about you.
I write this letter knowing it will probably never reach you.
Many days,as cold as winter nights,have passed since that time.
My weakness and the way in which I hurt you disappear into the darkness.
I know we cannot turn back the clock and return.
I believe that not meeting you signifies my last love.
I will never forget the tenderness you showed me.
You live on in each new day.
Your memory brightens the sky.
Don't hate me,don't become sad because of me.
That is all I ask.
I opened the window today and saw a myriad of flowers blooming.
Thank you from the bottom of my heart. Thank you.
To say goodbye is like being a small lost child again.
Goodbye.Goodbye.Goodbye.Goodbye
Shh, it's..here..
8:58 AM
I just reached school... more than an hour late but who cares? We won't be around long enough for any action to be taken anyway. Oh and i left my entire pad of foolscap paper at home... How careless of me... My gp assignment which is due today is in there... so's my math... Great. Just GREAT!! I might as well don't come to school today!! What am I even doing here?! But it's kinda a good thing anyway... now I've got more time to work on my gp... I spent hours on it last night but didn't manage to do a lot of it... Was planning to complete it before gp lesson today but since it isn't even with me... *shrugs* I don't know what's with me these days... I find it almost impossible to get any work done!! Take yesterday for example.. I started doing my gp at about 10pm... I already read the passages in school so I just had to go straight to the questions... but guess what? I spent more than half the time dreaming and by midnight i wasn't even half done. What a bloody waste of time!!
I dunno... maybe I'm just thinking of you too much. Yes, i do like you. I"m pretty sure of it... I know it's pretty impossible for us to be together and I'm prolly the world's biggest idiot but it's not like I can help it... Yes, I can't help being an idiot. Go ahead and laugh... I don't care. Oh and don't bother asking who the person is coz i'm not ready to embarrass myself.
Shh, it's..here..