11:17 AM
Monday, July 26, 2004
11:02 AM
eh... in the library again... ha GP lecture just now... then did a bit of math, went down to eat nasi lemak... then here i am!! haha... okok... anyway was supposed to go for service learning on saturday... but i didn't go... coz... my saturdays are sacred!! haha... i don't think i missed much anyway... yeah so i went for 11 novena as usual... then had tuition at 12. was supposed to be in church at 3.30 to choose hymns but mare had a migraine so we postponned it to this coming saturday... as a result, i had like an hour to spare before choir practice!! so i went to macdonals... studied a little... met max there... then headed to church... and people were actually early!! wow!! oh and the most memorable moment... louisa was cantoring!!! gosh... i was like... so proud of her!!! she was damn scared though... could see her hands shaking... oh and ivan announced that he's getting married!! omg... so totally unbelivable... and it's on 25 sept... after prelims... so nice... hahaha... so eventful!! so it's kinda a good thing that i didn't go for service learning... or i'd have missed it all!!! so anyway... sunday... didn't do much... went for tuition as usual... rou-hui asked us to do her PW survey... ah... the memories of PW... i'm so glad it's all over... definately don't wanna do it again... ever... oh then in the evening we went to the club... daddy was practising his golf... adam swam... mummy and i just sat around... didn't really do anything... i tried to do math but didn't know howta do anything... oh and we had prata for dinner!! yummy yummy!! cheese prata!!!
Shh, it's..here..
12:55 AM
Saturday, July 24, 2004
i told you i'm a vampire!!
You are most likely to be the Vampire
Zealot!
The Zealot is the vampire that is utterly addicted
to what it is. Overcome by the sensations and
capabilities it possesses, it exists to simply
enjoy anything and everything pertaining to its
heightened vampire existence; it lusts for all
things available to it, blood, sex, power,
money, immortality. Neither identifiably
well-intentioned or malicious, these are
trivial matters to the zealot, as its existence
is focused on the sensations it can achieve.
The zealot always appears most seductive and
alluring, an utter sex symbol. As it is always
pushing the limits of what it can do for the
sheer pleasure of doing so, often it can be a
very powerful vampire, simply from the sheer
experience of its addiction.
Dominant personality trait: Lust
Dominant color: Red
Fictional Vampire Examples: LeStat ('Interview with
the Vampire'), Claudia ('Interview with the
Vampire')
Curious to see how you would fare as a creature of
the night? Come this way...
Vampire Classification Quiz (w/ Pics)
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haha... ok... anyway i was practically good for nothing for like half the day... or rather yesterday... 23 july. yeah coz i had terrible cramps... and i was super sleepy too... coz i slept at like almost 2am the night before... and had to wake up at 5.30am... sigh... good thing i was feeling better during coursework... coursework sux!! i finally started on payroll.cpp today... but it's full of errors... i'm like so not surprised... my previous stuff aren't error-free either... argh... this sux big time!! am gonna screw up this coursework... so i better mug like mad for the theory paper... ya ya... easier said than done... anyway, we visited my grandparents today... didn't really do much there... just sat around and talked... nothing much... adam's performing at victoris concert hall on 4 or 5 aug... the whole family will be there... his first big performance... so must go... ok i better be off to bed!! nitez!!
Shining Over You:
You were the love
I've always dreamed of
But now I know
I walked away too soon
No matter how
Far away you are
I'll be there
High up on the moon
Shining over you
I'll send you infinite love,
so much it spills over you.
I hope my quaint love won't be extinguished
through the years, wet by the rain
How far has it been carried away since then?
You were the love
I've always dreamed of
But now I know
I walked away too soon
No matter how
Far away you are
I'll be there
High up on the moon
Shining over you
I'm praying everyday,
because I will never again see with these eyes
a tomorrow I believed the four seasons
would be forever vibrant in
I pray glory rain down upon you
You were the love
I've always dreamed of
But now I know
I walked away too soon
No matter how
Far away you are
I'll be there
High up on the moon
Shining over you
Goodbye
Shh, it's..here..
2:35 PM
Thursday, July 22, 2004
argh... tired... slept throughout computing lecture... coz... had a splitting headache... jasmine was sleeping too... anyway... am playing this
popomundo thing now... so fun!!
Shh, it's..here..
8:00 PM
Monday, July 19, 2004
12:27 PM
hmmm... haven't blogged in a while... i ended lesson at like 11.30am today... coz ms ho isn't here... so no GP! so nice right? but unfortunately we can't leave till 12.50 coz the gate isn't open... sigh... sadness... so i'm like rotting in the library now... ate so much for breakfast!! yeah... so much till i still feel bloated now... haha... don't think i'll need lunch anymore... today was such a lame day... came to school for only 2 lessons... math and physics... during math i was liketrying to follow what she was saying... coz i didn't do my tutorial... ya ya, what's new... i just copied it from leng sim so i'd have some stuff to show her... then physics... i was paying quite a bit of attention... but that was before leng sim and i starting getting lame and talking nonsense bout sommersaulting boats... ya like what nonsense is that right? can't help it... we're crappy people you know!! haha...
[wed, july 14]
went to watch mean girls with abel after school... good thing he was free... coz i wanted to watch the movie so badly and wednesday was my only free day!! yeah... so we watched at lido... omg!! it was damn nice!!! it really rawks!!! wanna watch it again... hehe... it's really worth watching...
[fri, july 16]
we were supposed to have a half day today so school ended at 12.50... but unfortunately it wasn't much of a difference for me coz i normally end at 1.30 on fridays... like why can't we have half days on thursdays when i end at 4.50?! that'd be more worth it wouldn't it? so anyway, i went home straight after school... watched tv, slacked around... then went to prepare to leave for rapture... went for rapture with celine and a few of my classmates... it was pretty good... most of the dances were nice... excpet the indain one. thought i was boring... no offence to the indian dances of course... ya so after that we went to BK to eat... i didn't really eat though... coz by then i was like damn tired... could barely keep my eyes open... good thing celine's parents gave me a lift home... if not i'd fall asleep on the bus home... i fell asleep on the car!! haha... oops. when i reached home i just plopped onto my bed and fell asleep... yeah just like that. i didn't even change until mummy woke me up and asked "are you sleeping in that?!" haha...
[sat, july 17]
went for 11 novena... celine was there too... but i didn't see her coz it was too crowded... sigh... don't think i'd get to see her anymore before she leaves for aust again... then i'm gonna start missing her again... haha... ok so i went home after novena... rushed through my math but still couldn't finish... then left for choir practice... i was late!! rare occurance... they were already on the second song when i arrived... good thing the first one was something i already knew... yeah... haha... went to some pasar malam at sin ming to buy dinner... then we headed to mare's house... we were watching orange county... but i had to go home before it ended... sigh... so sad...
[sun, july 18]
watched king arthur with adam... i wanted to watch spidey2 but the timings weren't suitable... so i was like whatever... mummy's paying for the tickets anyway... the show was rather disappointing though... i knida expected it to be longer... oh well... so we had macdonalds dinner then went home... played LOTR again... haha!! so fun!!
Shh, it's..here..
1:29 PM
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
oh look... isn't he pretty?
You are AKIRA.
Which Plastic Tree Member Are You? brought to you by Quizilla
Shh, it's..here..
1:20 PM
grrr... he was wearing that stupid pharmaceutical shirt again yesterday... i can't stand him!!! (neither can i sit on him if you wanna be lame...) well, not because of the shirt but because he's so mean!!! just bacuase someone doesn't attend your tutorial for ONE day you say she's gonna fail her As. and it's not like she deliberately skipped the lesson... she didn't even come to school dammit!! how can you be so EVIL?!?! and so full of yourself?!?! sif your lessons are such a great help... what have i learnt from you? i can honestly say NOTHING!!! you can't even speak properly for goodness sake...
Shh, it's..here..
12:40 PM
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
just had coursework... sigh... i'm still not done with employee.cpp yet... i did like 3 functions... out of which 2 weren't working. tried to debug... but to no avail... gonna die for this coursework... good thing we have 12 hours... not like i'm making good use of my time anyway...
Shh, it's..here..
2:01 PM
Monday, July 12, 2004
Unicorn:
Unicorns are on of the purest creatures on earth
and are illustrated and depicted throughout
literature. They are pure calm free-spirited
creatures who love their space. You like being
arounf other people but you also calue your
space and free time. People are in awe of you
but tend to keep their distance. You are loved
by many and are one of the few uncorrupted
people of this earth.
What Mythological Creature Are You (Many Results and Beautiful Pics) brought to you by QuizillaShh, it's..here..
1:53 PM
Your a goddess! Forget angels, its all about you.
Angels serve god, right? So why not be a
goddess? Hold on there, girl, and easy with the
fame. A Goddess is absolutley the most
beautiful, powerful, and magic being alive
there is, but they can tend to be quite
obnoxious. Some goddesses go a little to far
with their power, and turn greedy and shallow.
Good ones are pure and full of life, and if on
earth, flowers sprout at their steps. Others,
decided to live in a palace in heaven, with
such beauty never knwon. They are very kind and
good leaders, but can tend to be a little lazy,
jelous, greedy, and obnoxious.
What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures! brought to you by Quizilla
Shh, it's..here..
11:56 AM
mao~~ both mrs tee and mr yit aren't here today... and so we've got 4 computing periods free... at b16 now... supposed to be practising for coutsework... but err... i think i'll just memorize people's codes... argh!! and leng sim's going mad beside me!! help!! got back gp compre today... wasn't too good... my hopes for getting a B are dashed... well unless i get higher than 30 for my essay... which i think is impossible anyway... so... forget it... there's still prelims... oh and we get to watch basketball later!! our school team against some thai team... so fun!! oh and i played lord of the rings: the return of the king on ps2 over the weekend... finally completed king of the dead!! at long last!! yippee!!!!
1000 No Kotoba by Koda Kumi
kimi no kotoba wa
yume no yasashisa kana
uso zenbu oikakushiteru
zurui yo ne
tabi datsu kimi ni
sameta senaka misete
kitte ita yo
hitori tatakau no
zurui yo ne
kaete kuru kara
oikoshite yuku kimi no koe
ijihatte tsuyoi furi toki wo modoshite
sakebeba yokatta
ikanaide to namida ko wo shitara
ima wa dekiru donna koto mo
ienakatta sen(1000) no kotoba wo?
harukana kimi no senaka ni wo kuru yo
tsubasa ni kaete
ienakatta sen no kotoba wo?
kizutsuita kimi no senaka ni yorisoi
dakishimeru
yume no tsuzuki wa
kimi wo omoi nagara
ano hi no koto
wasureta furishite
zurui yo ne
tegami wo kaku kara
shisen sora shita kimi no koe
ijihatte tsuyoi furi toki wo modoshite
okoreba yo katta
matenai yo to kata wo otoshitara
ima wa dekiru donna koto mo
kikoeteru sen no kotoba wo?
mienai kimi no senaka ni wo kuru yo
tsubasa ni kaete
kikoeteru sen no kotoba wo?
tsutareta kimi no senaka ni yorisoi
dakishimeru
ienakatta sen no kotoba wo?
la la la la
kimi no senaka ni wo kuru yo
tsubasa ni kaete
kikoeteru sen no kotoba wo?
la la la la
kimi no senaka ni yorisoi
la la la la la
Shh, it's..here..
3:24 PM
Friday, July 09, 2004
ok so i'm freezing myself in the library now... done with lectures for today... whew... at long last... anyway i had coursework this morning... managed to complete employee.h!! hopefully it's correct... it most probably will be... and i managed to start on employee.cpp too... but it's like far from completed. coz... my c++ vocab is too limited... haha... i couldn't have done anything if dominic didn't send me the code!! gosh... but it went ok i guess... i shouldn't do too badly... as long as people don't stop providing me with codes... haha!! yeah yeah... i'm hopeless... i know... haha... anyway, we went for lunch at harbourfront after coursework and ended up being late for physics lecture... good thing that stupid mr ho didn't say anything sacarstic... yup so i had physics and math lecture back to back... was bored to death!!! mushrooms were threatening to grow on my head... and my butt hurt from sitting in the stupid audi for so long!!! good thing i don't take econs man... if not i'll be having yet another lecture now... sigh... we'll be having the college day thingie later... gonna end quite late... i might be going for dinner with the class after that... *shrugs* if i go for dinner then i won't go for tuition... argh i simply won't go for tuition today!! coz... i don't wanna rush all the way there from school just to be late... i'll go tomorrow... so anyway, i've gotten my physics paper back... and no, i didn't pass... got an O... at least i didn't get an F! sigh... i really dunno what to do bout my physics... haven't been passing at all... at least i passed my mcq... that's a start... haha... now i just hope i don't do too badly for my computing...
Dive to Blue:
Someone whispered, "Take off, right away"
"Let's jump across the boundary below our knees"
Suddenly freed from restraints at my back
We haven't been fettered by rusted chains since the beginning
Take the sky into your heart, into your heart
I want to sink deep into that blue
wearing the endless night sky,
I look for a new world
I want to meet you but I can't,
I tremble wearing them but
these awakened wings won't fade away
There's just no answer to "which is right"
The road branches off, only god knows
You'll remember the unstoppable speeds
at which your heart's beat increased
Everything is getting corrupted but
please, only you, don't become an adult
Led by a familiar light
You were gently waving
bid farewell to the future I've come to know
Let's paint a broken vision
cutting our ties to a pre-determined destiny
Let's slip away to the sky
Now even now I remember the rising sun I saw in my youth
Take the sky into your heart, into your heart
I want to sink deep into that blue
wearing the endless night sky,
I look for a new world
I want to meet you but I can't,
I tremble wearing them but
these awakened wings won't fade away
Shh, it's..here..
8:50 PM
Tuesday, July 06, 2004
oh and since i'm in a christmas mood...
Christmas Everyday
He was born so far away
So the story's told
We remember Christmas day
When winter days grow cold
With the time it passes by
We put away the trend
Then we live and wonder why
We can't remember Him
The Christmas Star shines once a year
And then if fades away
Keep the Spirit in your heart
It's Christmas everyday
It's not the bells and it's not the snow
And it's not the gifts we get
He was born so long ago
It's easy to forget
Peace on earth, goodwill to men
But men can't go alone
We get lost along the way
But He can bring us home
Remember him throughout the year
Without the star above
He left us all a Christmas gift
He left the gift of love
The Christmas star shines once a year
And then it fades away
Keep the spirit in your heart
It's Christmas.. every.. day...
sigh... i miss carolling...
Shh, it's..here..
8:37 PM
omg... this is hilarious man...
December Love Song (In Gacktese)
The eebneeng rites, kararing da nights buezee abanooz
Dohn za street bweens blat memreez uv you
Nah I am watshing ahs wavas pass muh by
Finding yuh shadows in zee vyoos of my uhz
Nah I am here, ah alone.
Remenbarin ja time we oosd tah laugh tagehzah
In za fall of ja col
I shteel zink of you
Wandring iv you feel da sehm.
Sehn yo smaye foh me
Eben adough you cry fo me
Remember me and love me always
Love en smaye foh me
Hohd ohn to ohl dat we hahd
Remembering and love me again.
I'm so depruhsd and ribing a quiet life now
Dehr iz no one here in wish to hoh heds
Ohr protect me from za coll
Feerin like diz roniess ril teah me apah
Ah am wayen an rukin for ya voice
To geh me ah of za dahk
Snowflake fah dahn rike tears dat runeen dahn me face
I wanna hohl just one moh time
I zink of you naye en day
Wandahreen if you shteel fee da sehm
WOOOO~!
Been enjah sirense of ja naye
Fah into my arms and I hohl you so taye
My kiss vil guide ah miseen hahdz
En tell me yur ruv me gen
Sehy yo smaye foh me
Ebin adough you cry foh me
Remember me and love me always
Rub en smaye foh me
Hohd on to ohl dat we hed
Remenbering en rub me again
Shh, it's..here..
8:05 PM
today's like the first day of offical lesson and everything just hits me smack in the face... prelims, coursework, BT2 results, everything... how nice... i was struggling to keep my eyes open most of the time as i haven't gotten used to waking up at 5.30am again... thanx to euro2004 i guess... my body clock has practically adjusted to suit the time in portugal!! haha... anyway greece won!! kinda unexpected yet i'm not surprised... coz everything is always kinda unpredictable... so i bet greece as championship winner and hurray!! i'm now $31.50 richer!! heh... so anyway... i got back my math paper today... guess what? i didn't fail!! not only did i not fail, i got a C!! yay!! haha... one less thing to worry about... i think i'm definately failing physics though... *cries* oh and we got to see the coursework question today... omg... i dunno howta do anything... help... i heard the hwa chong people did it before... like what the hell man... so damn lucky... i'm so gonna die for this coursework... argh... why can't we have another solidworks one...
Forbidden Lover:
At last the curtain raises
Starting a fire in the discord which
accompanies an empty dream
One day the heart I've lost sight of
The sins I repeatedly leave behind to be forgotten
that fosters into mistakes in this tainted love
Construct my paradise with the rubble
Forbidden lover...a faint memory
Even if I hold them tightly, the colors don't come together
I discreetly swear the end of sweet love is unanticipated mischief
Enclosed by the high burning blaze
my life seized in the overturned boat
Frightened eyes looking up toward heaven
screaming the name of god
My heart being blown up high into the sky
It spun wildly higher than my worst dreams
liberating my feelings for you
This brightness set free to far off lands in a brand new country
The day will at last come
that I will go down the same path again, won't I
Shh, it's..here..
12:47 AM
Sunday, July 04, 2004
yay! finally revamped!
Shh, it's..here..
11:59 PM
Saturday, July 03, 2004
whee!! just had a nice hot bath... just what i needed after going out for the whole day... yeah i was out for like almost 12 hours man... woke up at 9plus and went for 11am novena... it was so crowded... omg... yuppz... then after that i made my way to orchard to meet celine and may. and guess who i met on the bus?! SERENE POH!!! haha... what a coincedence... she was going to orchard too... anyway, i spent like 3plus hours with celine and may... haven't seen them for ages... so nice to see them again!! we had lunch at mos burger and of course we spent our time gossipping... omg... i could actually gossip that much?! haha... yeah so after lunch we headed down to heeren to take neoprint... that's like a must man!! haha... anyway the ones we took today were beautiful!! the nicest i've ever taken!! heh... so may had to leave at around 3.30 and it was too early for me to go for choir... so celine and i went to chijmes to take a look at the 150 year anniversary thingie... saw lotsa familiar faces... chatted with a few teachers... by the time we left i was so gonna be late for choir. so we took a train to bishan and celine's parents gave me a lift from there... i reached church at like 4.50? i was like omg! so late! i rushed up to the room and guess what? practice hasn't even started... guess i wasn't so late after all... yeah so after mass we went to bishan... again... there was this pasar malam there so we had our dinner there... then we walked around j8... oh and it's lizzie's birthday!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! hah... we went to gerald's house to sorta celebrate for her... so now i'm finally home and nice and clean!! tired though...
Shh, it's..here..