ok i meant to write this like yesterday... but mummy didn't let me use the comp. so lame right? i'm 18 already and i still don't have the freedom to use the comp whenever i want to. yes! i'm 18!! finally!! haha... my birthday bbq was pretty fun. got to see rene, jas, adeline and my cj classmates again. we all had a great time... i hope!! took lotsa photos!! will post them here some other time. anyway, after the bbq we had so much leftovers!! i didn't know 20 people ate so little!! and there were quite a few guys too... i always thought guys has HUGE appetites... ya... so only leng sim and i stayed over at the chalet... we slept at like 12plus coz we were really really tired. sigh... and i thought we weren't gonna sleep at all!! the next morning we ate chips for breakfast!! yummy!! ruffles sour cream and onion. my favourite!! yeah... oh and presents!! rene, jas and adeline gave me a pair of really pretty butterfly earrings which i'm wearing now and the rasmus' cd. yay! now i don't hafta spend money buying it... *grinz* my cj classmates gave me a winnie the pooh clock. DON"T WORRY I'M NOT SUPERSTITIOUS!! yeah... don't hafta worry bout such stuff ya... see, it isn't difficult to get me a gift. haha... not like some troublesome people... can't give clock, can't give blades, etc etc. such people are so hard to please... as if we really mean harm my giving you a gift. i mean, if we didn't like you we wouldn't even bother bout getting a gift right? and if people mean to wish you well, why spoil it all by being so sensitive over such stuff? haha... ok... shall stop being mean towards superstitious people... oh ya... went for the lord of the rings exhibition yesterday. went with louisa, stefanie and her sister. i think her name's melanie? *shrugs* yuppz... had hell of a good time there... the costumes, weapons, armour... wow!!! so nice!!! wanted to buy the evenstar but guess what... the cheapest one costs $140!!! how the hell am i gonna get so much money?!?! *faints* but it was beautiful... what a waste i couldn't afford it... yeah... so now it's time to get down to serious studying i suppose... block test 2's end of this month... i really wanna do well this time... to make up for my lousy grades for block test 1 i guess... yup. so i went to school to study today. i absolutely cannot study at home... for various reasons. i'll probably be going out everyday this hols to study. where i dunno. maybe school, maybe woodlands library... oh well...

Forever, Eien... yong2 yuan3... o.O whatever languge you want...:
The waves roll in and out at my feet
your little boat playing with the far off moon
rocks gently on its way to me

If I feel it painfully, then why?
A love I can't bring myself to speak of,
feelings I'll surely have forever

Touched by the sweet skin, the blood flows in
wraps me in a soft heat
and fills up the bottom of my heart

I want to rain down
so much love upon you always
now, I wish for an eternity

Bless this starry sky that lights our meeting
.... it's so very pretty.

The guidance of the swirling stars is magic
who should I thank for this?
I devote my love to you forever
for an eternity