at long last, coursework is finally over... whew... ok my program was erm... not very good... but it's over!! that's all that matters right? but... looks like i'll hafta mug like mad for my theory papers... coz i screwed up 2 out of 3 courseworks... sucks man... sigh... haven't got much to blog about at the moment... oh ya... during coursework i almost had a heart attack!! i was like done with all my stuff so i saved everything into my diskette to go to the comp with printer to print... when i opened my stuff... *gasp* all the edits i've done during the entire session was GONE!!! and i couldn't remember all of them coz i asked mr yit for help... plus there was pratically no time left!! i got the shock of my life man!! how could i not save?? impossible!! then i went back to check the C drive of my comp... whew! a sense of relief washed over me... i transferred the wrong files into the diskette... gosh... imagine if i really didn't save my stuff... anyway, mrs tee is the nicest teacher on earth!! she's so nice man!! i was having some problems with my coursework and she came to help... and in no time at all my program was running almost perfectly!! so nice right? she helped me for free!! (i.e., she isn't gonna deduct any marks from me for getting help) xiaoxuan had lotsa problems too... she couldn't even compile her program! so mrs tee was like hey hey look at ashley's! her's works! then she shifted my monitor slightly so that xiaoxuan would be able to see... that oh-so-righteous me yit would NEVER do that!! why can't there be more teachers like her...

Fate:
Tetween the freezing needle leaf trees
fate deeply running through
vainly holding hope close
Burning into the storm's whirpool
Ah, the light is growing faint
Ah, shout of my heartbeat
So painfully I love you
This arm, this heart
Beyond the land, beyond my heart
For the sake of the one precious to me?
Beyond the long rail, who's the one that's laughing?
When will I be fully forgiven?
When is the end going to come?
Not coming to a stop, can't escape it
Manipulated by illusion
Only by feeling for the way I keep on running
I fear that from now on all I do will be mistakes
What is love?
What is a lie?
I don't understand
Heartless time is pressing
Now the silence is cut off
Now I go down and stand to them....ah
Now the target is decided
In the moment I take great care to do it
Faster than anyone if I ran through the dark
So painfully I love you
This arm, this heart
Freezing so much, trembling so much
Only you, only you
When spring will come
When the night turns to daylight
To that sky, in that place
Faster than anyone
If I ran through the dark
I wonder, is it truly concluded?
What is love?
What is a lie?
I don't understand....
All I know is that it's only you that I love