I've moved.

http://nocturnalash.wordpress.com/

I might still update here once in a while. But not much.

"I live no more to shame, nor me, nor you, I'm sorry"

Born from silence, silence full of it
A perfect concert my best friend
So much to live for, so much to die for
If only my heart had a home

Sing what you can't say
Forget what you can't play
Hasten to drown into beautiful eyes
Walk within my poetry, this dying music
- My loveletter to nobody

Never sigh for better world
It's already composed, played and told
Every thought the music I write
Everything a wish for the night

Wrote for the eclipse, wrote for the virgin
Died for the beauty the one in the garden
Created a kingdom, reached for the wisdom
Failed in becoming a god

Never sigh...

"If you read this line, remember not the hand that wrote it
Remember only the verse, songmaker's cry the one without tears
For I've given this its strength and it has become my only strength.
Comforting home, mother's lap, chance for immortality
where being wanted became a thrill I never knew
The sweet piano writing down my life"

"Teach me passion for I fear it's gone
Show me love, hold the lorn
So much more I wanted to give to the ones who love me
I'm sorry
Time will tell (this bitter farewell)
I live no more to shame nor me nor you
And you... I wish I didn't feel for you anymore..."

A lonely soul
An ocean soul

Okay, okay... I know I should be studying. Haha. Been a long time since I've done one of these though. Hahaha... Used to do them all the time when I was 17, 18. Got this from Adam's blog.

Hoho, I just remembered I had a blog! Heh. Well, not really. Just didn't have the motivation to update since my last month has been friggin boring. Yes, I am aware that my last post was exactly a month ago.

Exams are coming. My most dreaded period ever. I don't care what people say, studying sucks. Plus it's so hard to get much studying done with all that distraction. Adam borrowed my Live Gothic DVD to watch just now and I just had to sit there beside him and relish it all over again. And I've also been rather hooked on Friends. Ugh!!! I'm such an unproductive person when I'm at home. Just look at what I'm doing now - blogging, for goodness sake!

Well, at least I've got new music to see my through my studying. Not new music per se, rather music that's new to me. I'm really digging Tristania's Beyond the Veil. Been wanting to check it out for the longest time. Finally got around to ripping it. Really good stuff. I enjoy most of the tracks on it. Paradise Lost's Draconian Times wasn't exactly what I expected but it's pretty decent. Didn't quite like the bits of nu-metal here and there at first but I got to appreaciate it more after a while. And Sarah McLachlan's Afterglow is a nice breath of fresh air. What, you thought metal is all I listen to? Haha. Oh and I hope Adam makes that trip down to Queensway on Friday (hey that's tomorrow!). I asked him to order Krux's first album from me through the Queensway Uncle. That's the one thing I've been wanting so badly. Would so much rather buy it from Mats but he hasn't been selling that album on his site for the longest time.

I can't wait for December! Okay, there's FYP to do. But still, at least there's no more studying to do! And there's Christmas! So, so excited about the Festival of Carols and Midnight Mass. And I'm really loving the Latin stuff we'll be doing. And there'll be concerts to go to in December! Checked out the Esplanade Diary and saw a few I'm interested in. Sting will be in town but I'm not sure if I'll be rich enough. Oh and the good news. Singing at the Chai's place on 19 Dec. Yay!

I wanna watch Avenue Q but the timing is just fantastically horrid. Why November?

And recess week has come to an end. Boo hoo. It was a pretty nice week, I suppose. I still had work to do obviously but it felt good not having to go for lectures. And it was a pretty fruitful week even though I didn't do everything I set out to do.

Things I managed to do:
* Timbre outing! Photos by Nicole on Facebook: http://www.new.facebook.com/album.php?aid=160019&id=546965087
* FYP
* Computer Architecture assignment with the much appreciated help from Evan!
* Read a bit of Programming Languages notes
* First chapter of Advanced Computer Networks
* Whose Line Is It Anyway
* Mind Your Language
* Dinner and chit chat with the girls
* HALMM retreat programme with Lucas and Jarvis

And the things I didn't...
* Catch up on lectures
* Catch up on tutorials
* Prof Comm presentation
* Lust, Caution
* Facial
* Mother-daughter outing

Oh well. It is just one week after all.

Shopping for Dimple's birthday present with Listya was pretty crazy. We wanted to buy her a g-string (no, not the kind you find on guitars), condoms and pocket sex book and give them to her in a nice sexy package. But of course we couldn't do it in the end coz of various problems.

1) We didn't know her size, so couldn't get the g-string.
2) List was too shy to accompany me into the sex shop at Lucky Plaza!
3) There were so many titles to choose from at Kinokuniya we were spoilt for choice.

We ended up getting her something else. We considered other options as well. One of them being presenting Vikrem to her as a stripper. Hahaha. The funny crazy ideas we have.

Happy Birthday, Dimple!!!

I was alone in the canteen just now drafting my resume. Came to the Work Experience section and waves and waves of nostalgia just hit me. It's been several months now and I still miss Tangs. If only I could relive every moment of it.

But anyway, I heard from Vina that many people have left already. So things will prolly be rather different there now.